“As I sit here surrounded, by people and lights”. I’m surrounded. I’m not alone. I have my family. I have my friends. I have my camp. I have been doing things for me. I have been spoiling myself and Chance. I have been planning things and meeting new people. There is still a hole. There is still something missing.
I think that happiness that others bring can only take you so far. I don’t know really how I’m supposed to feel “whole” again. I can’t see an end in sight. It hurts. No matter how good my day is going, or how much I can possibly fit into my day to keep my mind occupied, I feel empty. There’s a big piece of me missing and I can’t get it back.
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